Being a Lopez

I know I know....I haven't posted in a long time. I'm just so lazy. I need to keep up with this. The whole point of my starting it was to note everything about our relationship.

So yeah....I love being married! I love James so much that sometimes it hurts. I have cried myself to sleep because I can't believe that I'm here. I can't believe he picked me! I am the luckiest girl in the world! I have a wonderful husband, I actually love my in laws, and I'm so happy with everything. I can't remember a time when I have been this happy.

I absolutely love his mom. She and I have a ton in common and I don't feel like I have to act differently than I normally am when I'm around her. We get a long so well and I'm so glad she's my 2nd mom. I love the whole family! The girls think I'm the shit. Bean always talks to me about her personal stuff that you don't tell just anyone. I feel like a big sister, and I've never had that before. Married life is wonderful!

I love James more than I can begin to express!!!